Sorry to hear your energy levels are so low, Sue. I can commiserate. Seems you were making a pretty good go of it and I guess if you looked at it like a community and a place to share and read once in awhile and not for the $ it might work? That's kind of how I go about it, but I also understand if you need to spend what little energy you have in an area that will produce a bigger income.
Wishing you well and I do hope to read your writing again as I really do relish your words,
Kimberly