@cflclosers
Thank you for your kind comment and advice, Gracias.
I have already taken steps to completely withdraw all my investment from Steem as a result of my situation I have lost a lot of dollars, stealing my money is more appropriate term in this matter and I will say no more about it.
Today at last I decided and I bought my gaming laptop which I will use for live stream.
I wanted to buy it for a long time so I now got it but I still need a solar tracker for my solar telescope.
In the meantime I can do some live streaming using photos and videos from my overseas tour.
Anyway I am keeping myself positive and staying away from doing anything negative and I still need to plan how I am going to set the Live stream.
Until then thank you very much for your support and have a good day.