Yeah you know you're 100% correct my friend.
I put too much pressure on because I feel this is my "one shot".
Life isn't meant to be torture, but for me the last 8 years has been nothing but.
Steemit gave my hope, gave me will, gave me motivation, gave me so much that I'd lost over the years...

But the most dangerous thing, is Steemit gave me some money. That money is real.
I got some and it felt good, too good.

Thought maybe this is the beginning of the end, or a new beginning entirely...
I gotta find myself, and maybe I gotta do that thru my writing.
Trying to hold it all together sent me off the edge,
Now we've got shit like this committed to the blockchain!