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RE: What’s The Best Thing That Happened To You Because Of Steemit?
I really needed to read your post right now @maverickinvictus as I'm in a process of remembering and accessing my integrity, my inner experience of coming home to myself. This process feels like being both the explorer and the uncharted territory. I was well practiced at looking outside of myself to fix what's going on inside. The moment I feal fearful or insecure I want to get rid of it somehow. This often shows up in compulsive behaviour and addiction to self help programs. I'm still not ready to show up fully on steemit but your posts and the sharing of your story keep me inspired and motivated to stay active on steemit - so thanks for sharing:-)
I too was like that in a lot of ways. You combine low self esteem + superman/messiah complex of wanting to save everyone, then the fear of looking weak, and appearing to always be the man with the plan and the shoulder to cry on that led to a behaviour that was difficult for me to sustain.
You will have you own time, your own pace and there will be no rush for you to show everything.
Thank you for saying that I inspire and motivate you, this really helps me pass the energy forward to people and try to keep inspiring on that even with all our flaws and weaknesses, we are still awesome.