RE: My goodbye - I will miss you!
I wish you the best...!
If the best thing at the moment is to turn your back on Steemit, you must do that. If it has to do with turning your back on everything, it might be wrong. You could write about your conditions instead of permaculture - as you say: there will be many people who recognise themselves....
What I want to say is: whatever helps you right now should be totally okay!
Ich wünsche Dir das Beste...!
Wenn das Beste derzeit ist, Steemit den Rücken zu kehren, mußt Du das tun. Wenn es damit zu tun hat, allem den Rücken zu kehren, könnte es auch falsch sein. Du könntest über Deine Zustände schreiben, statt über Permakultur - wie Du sagst: es wird viele Leute geben, die sich wiedererkennen...
Was ich sagen will: was immer Dir gerade hilft, soll völlig okay sein!
I was thinking about it, but I'm afraid that I'm not able to focus enough to write about how do I feel and how do I deal with all that is happening right now. Maybe I'll do that at some point, before I will recover completely, but when I will be strong enough to write again.
One thing I know for sure: the chapter "Steemit" did not finish for me yet. It's just that I am unable to see myself in it (as in many other things) right now, at this moment.
Thank you for your comforting words!
Hehe - You could use the Steem as the biggest support group ever ;-))
No: listen to yourself and do exactly what feels right. All the best!