We are stewards of the Lord and we will have to account for each gift, talent, penny, time, life, encouragement, received by God, in the kingdom nothing is wasted, everything is used, we were prepared beforehand for every good work in Christ Jesus, we can even offer our bodies to be burned but anything we do without love is of no use. Love covers a multitude of faults. God knows your effort and dedication and He rewards your courage and sacrifice, Thanks for posting, excellent learning