Sister, many times we feel so sad and forget that God is there with us. Sometimes I have felt this way, but then my Lord is so wonderful that he reminds me that he is there by my side, in simple things, or I just change the radio and listen to a direct message from the Lord. He is great and wonderful. He is always with us especially in those moments when we feel loneliest or when we have some adversity. God bless you, sister. and have an excellent day!