I definitely think there is a pool of minnows like me who are trying really hard. I'll keep trying and won't give up or even consider yet. The people I knew who joined the same time I did gave up and I think that's for many. I don't get it all the time, I figure put out content that's different and hope to meet others who enjoy the same kinds of things. But the stuff I read makes me wonder if i'm going to find out there's no way organically? I hope not.