Great reading I shall say, I´ve been in the same situations where you end up suffering and maybe you can have reasons to suffer but it is more important to look things in other perspective and as soon you start doing that you are cured. The simple thought of making a heaven in hell or a hell in heaven remains within yourself, one can have several factors like your surrounding such as family, friends, and people you hang out with that can make you look life as miserable, where one only needs to lift up the thoughts to have a positive impact in one´s life!!