Well, to tell you the truth, I was on the fence between 4 and 5, but in the end they both had the same result. Running away was no option for me as I had to eat and I'd been careful enough not to kill the doctor, leaving me without the jerky.
So now that it's (I'm) done there's no point in justifying the past. Sorry for the disappointment though. Hope I can make up for it next season.