Why I consider myself as a hypersexual...
Early in life: Started masturbating when I was 11. Masturbated daily, sometimes, up to 3–4 times every day. Every SINGLE day. Whether it’s morning, evening, or at night. I assure you, it’s always during shower, and before sleeping. I could not sleep without orgasm. I was addicted to it.
First sex partner: My first real sex was when I was 11. Had sex with a boy who lives with me every single day. The best time is at 16:00 when we just returned home. I would tip-toed to his room, had a quick unprotected, sex (5–10 minutes) without taking down any of my clothes, leave, and took a shower. I had sex with him for many months, all without condom. Our parents eventually found it. He had to leave my house. I’m back to masturbation but it’s hardly enough for me.
Secondary/high school: . I started having sex with my friends, classmates, relative, sometimes, even my friend’s boyfriend.
I wasnt shy about having sex when people are watching. The more popular I become the more people wanted to have sex with me. I was flattered further and ended up having sex and repeat sex with most of them. Maybe it’s mob mentality, but the more people “requested”, the more I wanted to do it.
I would always had boys showing their affectionate toward me while most girls hated me. I would be the “sex object” the boys desired, they would pester me for sex or“share” me with their friends/brothers/relatives. I enjoyed the attention, played around a lot. Orgies become “natural.” I still masturbated before I sleep.
I was the girl who is “shared” between friends, I had multiple boyfriends, though they would change pretty quickly. I’d have a different boyfriend within a few days, I never knew what it means though, because I had sex with most of the boys in my class, and probably most boys in my school.
It’s common for me to walk around the town/department stores with 2–6 boy friends. Being groped, touched, kissed or “played” with in public was a big turn on for me. Wearing “less” clothing also raises my fame. I became one of the three girls in the school who wears “less” clothes. At one point of life, I wore no undies for about a months just to win a challenge from a friend.
“Slut, whore, prostitute, sex toys, free vagina, porn star” - are the common words people called me back then. Most guys who had sex with me would slut-shame me behind my back. Some shared the photo and video taken when they had sex with me around. I become the “slut” of the school, and to some degree, “slut of the village.” Some of my video and photo are still on the internet until now.
Occasionally there would still some guys who gave me gifts and calls me “pretty”, but that’s rare. I had sex with these “good” guys from time to time, but very rarely as they hardly pushes for sex.
It was part of life. I learned about boys and that I need to pick my sexual partners carefully. I learned my lesson.
Part of my action was due to the teenage culture at the time. Girls in our group (also nationwide) would compete to see who will be able to have sex with most boys. We’d usually keep part of their school badge (with their name tag on it) as our “medal”.
Girls fighting to get the “boys” back is also common. To the boys, it was probably boosts their ego well. Almost every boys who are in the situation would “watch” until we finished fighting. The loser would usually get more beatings, stripped,video tapped. The winner? More “boys” to have sex with.
Looking back, I was lucky to escape without any disease or pregnancy. (I had a LOT of unprotected sex.)
College life: Regardless of my high school life, I scored enough to enter Pharmaceutical and went to Bangkok. Had 3 of my “girl friends” with me, though on different major. I still masturbated, but not every night. Probably 5–6 nights per week.
I started having sex and having FWB a few months after I relocated to Bangkok. I picked my sex partners carefully. I’m still the same slutty girl I was, though I was able to suppress my desire, enough to pick only “good guys” to have sex with.
I did have a LOT of group sex. I had my first anal sex pretty soon after I had multiple FWB, followed with my very first (unsuccessful) double penetration session during a college activity. It wasnt long before I was in “orgy” parties. Daily “sex” parties are VERY common in Bangkok. Even more common than where I came from. Double penetration is easy to get, as people are willing to try something new.
Sex is easy to find. Sex invitation came almost every hours. Pub/bars/clubbing are also very common. Best of all, name calling is very rare. It’s as if everybody respects everybody. Sex has “less surprising aspect”, but is more desirable, mainly because everybody in the community knows the rule.
I’d have at least 2–3 group sex per week, and about 3–5 sex sessions with my FWB every week. I still masturbated to sleep well though.
Work life: I worked rigorously, so there’s less sex now. It’s the same community when I was in college. About 1–2 group sex every week, usually Friday or Saturdays. Double penetration is less common, mainly because middle aged men are “less” likely to try out new things.
I’m still a sex addict, but probably getting lesser and lesser by now.
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I searched for a certain term through google, and found that my pictures (and videos) are still up online. I’m uploading it here so just you know how BAD I was during my high school years.
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In case you want to know how BAD I was during my high school. Yes, I even danced sexy in the middle of the class, took off my shirts, and may probably take off my bra if the teacher doesnt intervene.
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