I hope you can make some friends online! You should get Discord and join some of the Steemit servers where lots of people are. Maybe you won't have to be so lonely when you've got here who support you. I know I for one value your contributions to this platform, it helps me understand my privilege and the responsibility that comes with it. You're truly a special person who's just gone through a lot of shit through your life, you being here with us today is testimony to your strength. I wish you nothing but the best :)