What I want

I want to teach of what I know of the mystery

I want to teach how to hold the eyeball open directly underneath the faucet of truth

How to live life on the edge without ever risking it;

always balancing, always dancing, standing somewhere between falling and flying

surrender into making your own decisions,
surrender into a process of unfolding

not waiting for the big reveal : The process is the revelation,
the journey is the destination.

Getting back to dancing from moment to moment, with the heart as a pivotal point, the center of gravity.

I dreamt that i had to put on my running shoes to go through the openening and closing door to meet the 'panel' - a group of people of all different types and appearances - a nun, an indian woman, an amsterday hipster, some old guy, some hazy , asking me questions - like i was auditioning for a role on a tv show.

do you want to build an app? Apparantly it was one of the options. I answered no.

I said i wanted to dance, and i used the buzzing in my head and the pupil lining up with the eye of the hurricane that is the faucet of truth as a sort of compass to discover what it is that i wanted:

To dance, and to teach,

and to manifest such an abundance (in crypto coins) that the changing value of my holdings became a ripple to me.

Eckhart helped. To show how infinite the worlds inside and outside both are, and how that infinity is something i can learn to step between; like one goes from sleeping to waking. I was learning to dream awake, and to live the dream. To find their overlapping point, and i did manage to sit on that edge or equilibrium between the two and he said;

that is a sign of an enlightened human.

I want to dance the cord

that does not seperate but deliniate the realm of spirit and the dimension of flesh and human time. It is like a strand of string swirled across the surface of the earth, sometimes hidden, sometimes lost beneath the sand but always able to be found by one who understands the flow , who can hear and dance to the melody of the heart, because they describe the same orbit,

like the fool; one dancing planet swirling through the march of the stars.