Jeff,

      The reason for your relapsing back into depression is because of you living in a victim mentality and separation consciousness.  The moment you realize that you are no better than those bankers, criminals, fraudsters, regulators and the cabal; and accept that you are equal with them, you are one with all, despite some taking a different life path, your life fufillment feeling and purpose will start rising up in life. No one can make you feel happy but you. It is only when you can accept all, you have the power to change some. It is in the giving of it all up where all of it could be had.  Trust me I am speaking from experience. I was you not that long ago.