Thank you for your compliments! Well, you don't need to wish to be more like me, because in truth you are already me. 😀
Yes, from inside the duality of the Ego's world, there will always be positive and negative. The important point here is, that duality only exists within the dream and in Truth, there is no duality. What you call the "great beyond" is actually the "great here" - it's the only Life there is. That's what I meant with "everything is upside down". Heaven is where Life is and this is exactly where you are! Don't try to think about it. Just take the chance to decide for the right view. This is a decision you can take every moment and with it "the beyond" is suddenly the only things that is real for you. 🙏