All of us are going through what you have just expressed. I am sure that you already know there is a reason for that what is happening that is beyond rules and regulations that you need to follow. By chance, or not, as there is no chance in the universe, I wrote the article yesterday on the same topic regarding blaming others for their bad behaviour towards us.

I will just tell you that I know you already know, observe what is happening and try to figure it out why that is happening. When you are on your spiritual path, obstacles will be there to help you rise. Be blissful.

Namaste.