My battle with a shadow being
I'm not a religious man by any means i find truths in all of them , & this morning i saw something that i have never seen before. ( I would like to point out that i was not on any drug what so ever but i was just waking up , in fact that is what woke me up) I woke up with sleep paralysis something that has not happened to me since i was a child.
I learned the hard way how to brake it was to trigger an on command adrenaline rush in which i trained for years to perfect, rather than go into detail about that now, let just say that i used it to brake the paralysis i found myself staring at a shadow being. It was just outside my pyramid ( yes i sleep in a pyramid hovering over my bed with duct tape ) when it saw i was looking at it ripped the duct tape from the wall and took down my pyramid this was the first time my pyramid was down since i put it so that would be an extreme coincidence as it was screwed down to the wall as well.
Once my pyramid collapsed the entity it stepped right on my bed so damn hard i almost lost my balance it that is a feat itself as a have a foam bed that does not transfer motion! We were standing "face" to face so to speak when it pulled a move from the matrix and tried to pull an agent smith on me!!!
It's blackness went straight to my heart trying to idk posses me??? feed of me??? corrupt me??? kill me??? Well whatever it was failed miserably when i decided to "power up" so to speak , i did everything again to raise my vibration & adrenal up as much as possible to combat this thing that was happening to me.
Obviously it worked & i'm not sure what happened to this thing i think it vanished or got phased out of existence??? but i went back to feeling normal again immediately after words like my body knew it was safe. I would like to point out something that i don't like but i feel i must explain this did not started happening until i started using magic mushrooms , again its been a while since i used that so it was not that but i would like to point that out as a factor.
The used to happen to me all the time as a child but never have i seen anything just felt really scared like something was watching me. This time i felt like a man ready to take down his enemies perhaps that is why i was allowed to see this thing as my mind was ready to open up to new possibility that would have driven a child's mind insane? idk i can only tell you what really happened to me. It's a good thing i lost my fear of what others think of me otherwise i would not have posted this for fear that you all would think i'm crazy.
Eeeeek. This post brings back bad (hidden) memories from my childhood. Sleep paralysis and seeing really creepy things at the base of my bed.... Arghhh hated that. Has not happened to me as an adult though....thank heavens
sorry about bring up a bad memory however you got me thinking how much does this happen and people don't talk about it?
I should maybe document what I remember ... it was fairly frequent and took on various characteristics, sometimes I was more enthralled than scared but that was not the sleep paralysis.. that was always the same and i almost literally 'shat' myself (excuse the language). Was terrible :(
that is your choice i just thought it could help other people with there types of things , i have always know about this just never experienced it for myself , like ufo and alien you hear about it all the time but its another story when they happen to you.
I think most people don't want to be considered nuts. I was cautious of my first post on such things here on steemit and then I received a warm welcome on the subject and was not ridiculed or anything. So I am very open about it here.
Also a lot of us are quite scientific. These things don't really make sense in what we KNOW and can PROVE. Yet there are many things that existed before we learned how to measure and interact with them, so I can think about things like this and still be a rather grounded scientific individual.
I also might be a little nuts, I wouldn't know it if I were... right?
My wife encountered a non-humanoid one in dorms at a college before we ever knew each other and was with about 5 other people that saw it. Later in life she woke to paralysis like you described to see one walk into her son's (my step-son... my oldest son) room that was humanoid and there were two more standing around her middle daughter's crib (youngest not born yet). She said she had the feeling that her grandmother showed up and scared them off. She still does not know what was going on. That time she did say there was a guy dating one of her sisters living into the property that was a Satanist and into Black Magic and such, but they didn't find that out until later after he was already out of the picture. So that means he was dabbling with energies. Whether it is all related or not... it's all speculation, but I've met a lot of people that have seen these things.
The one I encountered was massive and not in humanoid shape.
the one i saw was shapeless not even a neck line just a black aura or siloite of a person i just read from the post you recommended that they ware HAT'S??? ya mine did not have that at all. Do you want me to tell you how to brake sleep paralysis or are you good i don't want to leave you hanging. I will right i post right away about it.
Yep I read quite a bit of Carlos Casteneda when I was younger. I own two or three of his books in my personal library.
Thanks for going into detail to help me out , i was just listen to george noory coast to coast and a guest said they are attracted to negativity and were i noticed it was coming through were my fathers room like it was leaving. yesterday my father got insanely mad over nothing and we are no longer talking. so that is something i thought i should point out to leave the evidence out there.
I think it was leaving his room & passing through mine because i think the only reason it interacted with me was because i saw it , when my spidey sense woke me up.
Go for it. I've never had a problem with sleep paralysis. My wife did.
As far as hats. I've read that on the internet and from other people, but none that I've ever encountered or that anyone I ever spoke to had hats.
They basically were one of the following:
Some people have mentioned red eyes. I've only met one person that claimed a large house cat sized one that was hovering down the street had red eyes. She was babbling but that was what finally came out.
Everyone else I know just describes shadows with no discernible eyes.
Yes i meant for your wife i should have worded that better my bad. O hell yea i felt it that is what woke me up straight into an heart pounding moment that is how i knew i was not asleep anymore! no red eyes or anything discernible just a shadow i think the only reason i saw it in my room was because there was a little bit of light shining though the doorway otherwise my room would be pitch black.
(random thought do you think these are extradimensional beings that phased into existence or were they there all along and that was like a glitch in the matrix moment where the barrier between worlds were lowered?)
Gnostic writings contain descriptions of alien predators called Archons, Arkontai in Greek. The texts from Nag Hammadi describe them as heavy, elusive, shadowy creatures. The most common name for them is “beings of the likeness, shadow-creatures.” Could the Archons be compared to the “mud shadows” described by don Juan? This question raises the general issue of parallels between don Juan’s Central American Toltec shamanism and the shamanism of the Mystery Schools of ancient Europe.
Possible. I'm not absolutely sure what they are. If we are living in a simulation or something like that they could still be possible with that.
I do believe there are likely different phases... so that is possible, though I really have no clue.
I could make up tons of different possible things and they would all be speculation.
Well yes it's not like we can know anything about the topic of topics for certain.
Don Juan, the Mexican Yaqui Indian shaman, tells Carlos Castaneda the following:
“We have a predator that came from the depths of the cosmos and took over the rule of our lives. Human beings are its prisoners. The Predator is our lord and master. It has rendered us docile, helpless. If we want to protest, it suppresses our protest. If we want to act independently, it demands that we don’t do so… I have been beating around the bush all this time, insinuating to you that something is holding us prisoner. Indeed we are held prisoner!
“This was an energetic fact for the sorcerers of ancient Mexico … They took us over because we are food for them, and they squeeze us mercilessly because we are their sustenance. just as we rear chickens in chicken coops, the predators rear us in human coops, humaneros. Therefore, their food is always available to them.”
“No, no, no, no,” [Carlos replies] “This is absurd don Juan. What you’re saying is something monstrous. It simply can’t be true, for sorcerers or for average men, or for anyone.”
“Why not?” don Juan asked calmly. “Why not? Because it infuriates you? … You haven’t heard all the claims yet. I want to appeal to your analytical mind. Think for a moment, and tell me how you would explain the contradictions between the intelligence of man the engineer and the stupidity of his systems of beliefs, or the stupidity of his contradictory behaviour. Sorcerers believe that the predators have given us our systems of belief, our ideas of good and evil, our social mores. They are the ones who set up our hopes and expectations and dreams of success or failure. They have given us covetousness, greed, and cowardice. It is the predators who make us complacent, routinary, and egomaniacal.”
“‘But how can they do this, don Juan? [Carlos] asked, somehow angered further by what [don Juan] was saying. “‘Do they whisper all that in our ears while we are asleep?”
“‘No, they don’t do it that way. That’s idiotic!” don Juan said, smiling. “They are infinitely more efficient and organized than that. In order to keep us obedient and meek and weak, the predators engaged themselves in a stupendous manoeuvre
stupendous, of course, from the point of view of a fighting strategist. A horrendous manoeuvre from the point of view of those who suffer it. They gave us their mind! Do you hear me? The predators give us their mind, which becomes our mind. The predators’ mind is baroque, contradictory, morose, filled with the fear of being discovered any minute now.”
“I know that even though you have never suffered hunger… you have food anxiety, which is none other than the anxiety of the predator who fears that any moment now its manoeuvre is going to be uncovered and food is going to be denied. Through the mind, which, after all, is their mind, the predators inject into the lives of human beings whatever is convenient for them. And they ensure, in this manner, a degree of security to act as a buffer against their fear.”
“The sorcerers of ancient Mexico were quite ill at ease with the idea of when [the predator] made its appearance on Earth. They reasoned that man must have been a complete being at one point, with stupendous insights, feats of awareness that are mythological legends nowadays. And then, everything seems to disappear, and we have now a sedated man. What I’m saying is that what we have against us is not a simple predator. It is very smart, and organized. It follows a methodical system to render us useless. Man, the magical being that he is destined to be, is no longer magical. He’s an average piece of meat.”
“There are no more dreams for man but the dreams of an animal who is being raised to become a piece of meat: trite, conventional, imbecilic.”
Castaneda, 1998
I had one stand in the corner of my room almost every night when I was a teenager. The next family who moved into that house totally disintegrated.
I've seen them before. My wife has seen them. I've been with other people that have seen them. It seems to be something that is attracted or is visible under certain circumstances. My wife and I do not do any drugs other than caffeine. She might drink alcohol a couple of times a year, but I don't even do that.
It is like a mind thing. If I think about specific spiritual things my mind feels different than when I think about scientific things, programming, etc. It feels like I am changing gears when I switch between these phases.
It is when people happen to be in that spiritual side long enough and active enough that I tend to hear stories of encounters with these things.
We can defeat them, but I've often wondered if when we are in whatever this phase is we might not be like a lone torch lit in an area of darkness that gives a nice beacon to attract such things.
I haven't encountered anything like that for decades and I have my own way to deal with them if it were an issue. I've written about these things in a couple of posts in the past. [1 , 2, 3]
I must have missed those posts when my PC was down i will look into how you defeated them but it was a relatively easy fight just a VERY unexpected one. you think its like a moth to a flame effect IDK i will be binge watching youtube video about this topic all night.
Yeah I put in a permanent protection for my house of my own devising. Personal design. I am one of those that believe that all of these spiritual beliefs and teachings in the world do have a common denominator. Belief + Focused mind intent.
So that is what I use. :) Whether that is what works or not I cant' say. I can say those things in the second post did stop some things other family members were reporting, but that I never encountered myself. Well I take that back at the time they were seeing shadows, I thought I saw shadow insects a couple of times and would do a double check to see if a spider, ant, or something had just crawled on my desk. All of those stopped after the things in post number 2.
That was in an apartment/town house. I have owned and lived in my current house for 5 years and have not needed to put anything like this in place.
That town home though we had some weird stuff going on.
This post is about another strange phenomena...
I don't write posts about this type of stuff too often as I tend to not shift my mind into that gear/phase as often as I did when I was younger. I was into ghost hunting as a teen and young adult long before it became a reality TV thing.
Energy to fill a form, form to give energy shape - like a river is water + bed :) The rest is... technical details.
As to what you were doing... you sleep in a friggin' pyramid. I suspect you spend quite a bit of time in the spiritual side. :)
lol yes i first mentioned it in an earlier post this is the one that i use. I heard a lot of good things about pyramid power so i thought i would experiment myself with it. the capstone is a mini pyramid as well it's an Reiki Energy Charged with moldavite & Phenacite. I got this to help my mediation that have started doing. so this part is new to me. https://www.etsy.com/listing/251510378/pyramid-meditation-chakra-healing-chakra?ref=shop_home_feat_2
Yeah I was doing meditation several times a week within as Qiqong / Tai Chi style environment around the time I encountered my only shadow encounter. Yet it didn't really happen until we were kind of freestyle experimenting with things around and in our imaginations we were believing we were wielding and throwing quite a bit of energy around. Whether that is true or not I can't say. I can say that this was when I encountered my shadow.
maybe that is missing piece to the puzzle i had not consider about the mediation part. i have looked at those articles you linked however i can no longer comment on them. yes i will have to start severally looking to this matter no need to be unprepared.
nice conversation you have here, I watched this quite a long while ago , still have to rewatch it i guess , some interesting concepts for energy there ,
Crystals
Back to you later , so much material :)
Confidence and control of your own energy seems to be a key.
If it is uncontrolled I have a theory that can feed such things. Yet if you control your energies then you do not feed them, and you can fight them.
Of course this is really a hypothesis. I haven't formulated an experiment and gone out of my way to try to attract such things to test it.
So it is pure speculation... though I did read a lot of it, studied quite a few martial arts, and have known a number of esotericists...
and a lot of it is my own ideas...
i have the confidence side down i guess i need control, perhaps that is why it went away when i focused my energy
nice post. i like
I don't think you are crazy at all, and it sounds like an awful experience. Over the last year I've had more experience with the dark side than I could ever wish.
Well that is good to know thank you, have you posted stuff about this topic that i could read about? p.s that sucks you had so many horrible experiences :(
Yep @onetree has dealt with this stuff too. She commented on my posts. You can read some of it if you dig through her blog.
yes i just got that that part were you guys were talking a was reading the post more than the comments section
I am replying way back here due to nesting limit...
You know meditation and chakras so you thus understand the concept of moving energies in your body.
Long ago I started pondering how a Native American Shaman could have magics that supposedly did things, so could a Wiccan, so could a native in Indonesia, so could the Order of The Golden Dawn in Europe, so could every religion refer to the power of prayer. It didn't seem to matter whom they prayed to they had similar stories. They had stories both good and bad.
The common denominator for me and my idea is that there is energy and it responds to actual belief. This makes all of those events described using vastly different techniques logically make sense.
That lead me to the idea that the TYPE and SHAPE of the ritual did not matter. Those things are simply there to focus belief. If you've been taught that they do certain things without explaining why then if your FAITH is strong enough they do have a power.
Yet that made me realize you could likely do ALL of those things and more simply by manipulating/moving energy and believing. If a ritual helps you to focus more clearly then you can create one for your purpose and the act of creating it might strengthen the belief and focus. That is actually why I made those sigils. I was putting that hypothesis to the test.
I didn't really have a CONTROL element so it wasn't a good test. All I know is the things that prompted my efforts stopped. So it appeared to work. Without a control and repetition though it could have been coincidence, or could have been total B.S.
I tend to think there is something to it, though I am also a very scientifically grounded person. I do not always believe such things have to be as separate from each other in contemplation that a lot of people believe.
So why am I telling you this? If you know chakras and moving energy in your body around if my hypothesis is correct then you likely can create your own ritual to do what you want, and as long as it focuses your belief it MAY work.
No guarantee, that is just a hypothesis I never got around to testing.
If I was wrong I didn't want nasty crap to be lingering around my house. :)
i did read this multiple times and i think i see what you mean, the thing is i have no idea how strong or where my charkra are at to focus my energy in that matter , I can most certainly try it but i don't think it will be lingering around i'm certain i killed it , now if his buddy's have an problem than thats another issue. I do have sage i was thinking about doing a clearing tonight. but people say sage works because it increase the frequency around the house i'm already doing that my playing sofiggio frequencies 24/7 and that did nothing. so idk but hell i'm willing to learn and try anything.
Also check out @alchemage He wrote some posts about shadow people.
https://steemit.com/life/@onetree/a-dark-encounter-a-personal-tale
thanks you for sharing this with me :)
Yo , nice to hear you are a dragon ball Z :D , I got here fro ma resteem of @ballinconscious on your water post, wanted to add my take , I'm not much read but this is a gem that is wort sharing
Secrets of Water ,,.. Victor Schauberger
i will keep in mind that you can power up , so far I'm quite weak in my dreams and I have no idea what I'm doing and what is happening, Cheers , following you !
How did you make such a cool graphic to put at the end of your posts?
I got it from here https://steemit.com/steemit/@son-of-satire/a-gift-to-the-community-download-a-free-animated-upvote-resteem-follow-gif-to-go-at-the-end-of-your-posts#@ultramari0/re-son-of-satire-a-gift-to-the-community-download-a-free-animated-upvote-resteem-follow-gif-to-go-at-the-end-of-your-posts-20170115t200121712z
thank you
I would like to point out that i had 528 hz music playing the background all night and that did nothing to keep this thing away.
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idk if you even still come here, but those with the sucking in black energy seem to be some kind of astral vampire or maybe what some may call "demons"....they used to come around my bed at night and i could feel them sucking in my fear & all the grown ups told me that it's my imagination... then they started in on my son, so i took up exorcisms...