Uncertainty can be the hardest thing. As for struggle, and things taking forever, and living in a renovation that reminds you of mistakes made... I understand all too well. But this:

And after all this time, we're starting to learn that it's okay to be in-progress. Going against the grain, differing from the path laid out for us all, and going forth into the unknown will inevitably have challenges that don't get neatly wrapped up and solved at the end of every episode.

This is such wisdom. I admire your honesty, your dedication, and your spirit. Heart hugs for the sadness and struggle. Much love, my friend. Keep taking each day as a it comes. 💖