It is quite difficult for me to categories in which group I belong. There are times that I feel that I am not moving forward and just have the feeling that all I am doing is a mechanical routine without meaning for the sole purpose of earning to support myself. On the other hand sometimes I feel I move too fast jumping from one topic to another having no time to fully understand where I am at or what I am doing. Perhaps the best way to describe myself is I am continuously searching. Searching for the next buck, searching for the right strategy to maximize my output and rewards, searching for the next big thing, searching for the next project that would enable me to achieve freedom, financial freedom as that is one of the primary burden for most individual where I come from.

Or is it? sometimes when I have the luxury of time to ponder, I often think on what would I do when I finally achieve financial freedom. Shall I go on a tour? Shall I buy all the luxury goods that I ever wanted? Shall I eat on those fancy restaurant? Shall I buy the latest gadgets on the market? After all that what's next?

I always go back to the same conclusion that I am searching for meaning some sort of purpose.I am still young and I know that I still have a life time to discover what it is and when I do, I hope, I will find happiness, peace and contentment.