There's a good chance I'm way off, Asher, but there's something in the 'tone' of this post that makes me worry a bit... I don't care about the definition of a shitpost,... After reading this, I'm just wondering if you're okay...
There's a good chance I'm way off, Asher, but there's something in the 'tone' of this post that makes me worry a bit... I don't care about the definition of a shitpost,... After reading this, I'm just wondering if you're okay...
Well, thanks for asking :)
I'm pretty sure I'd finished this post before reading (and resteeming) another by @steemmatt, which has certainly had an impact on the last hour of my day.
That post has got me thinking, and I have to be weary of doing that on that particular topic too much.
Like Matt, I have something like 'eternal unfinished business' with my late Father, which I have touched on in the past, and stated I'm doing much better with.
Other than that, I am a touch bored at present, and seeking a little more personal interaction with those that 'get me'. Old friends, my brother, and daughter come to mind. I know where they are, and how to make that happen more, and so I guess it's on me.
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I must admit that the post from Matt has left me a bit speechless...
My own experience of having that 'eternal unfinished business' with my mum isn't a big deal compared to that (and from what I think I remember from reading in one of your posts a long time ago) and I was convinced I had come to terms with it, but now it seems that's not completely true. Just like you, it got me thinking... and I need to stay away from that.
I can totally relate to having the need for being around people that 'get you'... In your case, I assume it means returning to the UK?
Don't overthink it too much - if it is something that would make you feel good, just go for it. Because doing what you think would be good for you is in fact the only thing that is really important...
Staying away is a good ploy, some stuff cannot be fully fixed, and distance seems to help acceptance, I think!?
It is tough though, especially when you have a lot of time on your hands.