A cybernetic love ...

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Bored with routine, between home, children and work had extinguished the flame of passion between my husband and me, when was the last time we made love? I do not even remember, now we were always tired, we lay down in bed like two brothers, we did not even talk about us anymore and I know it's not all their fault, I've also lost my sexual appetite and this worried me, I want my husband and I do not want him to look for what he needs in his house on the street.

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Could this be what happens with time in marriages? I do not resign to my life ending in such a boring way or that my family will end up separated.

One night when we were in bed I told him we had to talk, and he told me that if it could not be tomorrow that I was very sleepy, I told him that it was fine but tomorrow I could not pass.

I had not realized that we no longer called ourselves "love" or "my life" as we used to do before among us, what happened to us? At what point had we gone so far without realizing it? When had we stopped sleeping together at night? What if he already has another woman? This situation had me wrong.

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I felt like my marriage was going overboard and none towards anything to stop it.

One day checking my mail I see an invitation to a porn page, I smiled and when I removed it I stopped, I was curious, I wanted to see what it was, and as my husband was working and the children in school, I thought Why not take advantage of the moment?

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When I was registering on the page I was asked for some of my information, I did not want to give my real name because I would be very embarrassed that someone from my family or acquaintance would find out that I entered that page so identify me as " bad girl "hahaha I remembered moments of my youth with my husband so he used to tell me when we made love and look for a picture on the internet and put it.

When there was a channel with porn videos for all tastes, on another channel you could upload videos that you did and there was a channel where you could share with people right away, many men sent me friendship invitations, they were very beautiful men, but there was one in particular that I began to write in a way that I liked, it was as if he knew me, first I asked myself personal things to break the ice and then I was insinuated, started with the games, I connected every day to the same time to talk to him, one day he said he liked me and that he wanted me very much, that on several occasions he had masturbated thinking about me, I knew it was not good what was happening because I was a woman home, but I liked what this guy made me feel, it made me raise my libido and I felt things that I had not felt for a long time, he told me how it would touch me if he were in front of me and everything was the way I liked it, it was as if he got into my thoughts. and I knew what I wanted.

He talked dirty to me, he told me what positions he wanted to put me in and how he would penetrate me, my vagina got wet when he read what he wrote to me and the time came when he only wanted to make love.

That night I slept the children very early, to wait for my husband in our room, I arranged very beautiful, I put on makeup and I dressed in a very sexy black underwear, when he was surprised to see me like that and she smiled, took him by the hand and I laid him on the bed while I undressed him slowly showing him my body, I poured him a glass of wine, I had already taken a few since I was very nervous, I caressed his whole body while I breathed him very close, I wanted him to want me as much as I did, we kissed with passion, I felt his tongue rose to mine and reached my throat, he caressed my breasts, then with his tongue I played with them, that made me despair, that excited me more, his caresses every time became more rude and I liked that, I squeezed everything that was in its path while his hand reached my vagina, the pain made everything more interesting, her fingers touched my clitoris gently and then I put it in my vagina and slowly moved its mouth towards its part in my body, I take its fingers from my vagina and introduced them in its mouth, to descend with its tongue until my vagina, making me explode of desire, that night we did as never before, it was something wild that woke up in me, we lived a very pleasant moment of passion.

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That night we slept embraced and the next day he said goodbye to me with a kiss in the mouth and he said love I loved it last night.

Little by little, everything that we thought was lost was recovered, he went to shower with me and we made love while we bathed, we started doing it in the car and in the whole house, the sexual appetite had awakened us again , but I felt bad for the conversations I had had with that stranger and I felt that I should be honest with my husband and tell him what had happened but I was a little afraid that he would bother me.

One afternoon we were watching TV and I told him that I had to confess something but that I did not want our relationship to decay because of that confession, but I felt the need to be honest with him, that one day checking my mail I saw An invitation to a porn site and I told him everything that happened, and I was surprised that the smiling man kissed me and said:

-quiet love I know everything I'm glad you told me.

- How do you know?

- Who do you think sent you the invitation?

I could not believe it, I felt very embarrassed at first for having had that kind of conversation with my husband without knowing it was him, but thanks to that our marriage was saved.

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Since that day we usually write for that page and we tell ourselves all the things we are going to do when we make love.