i am FORCED MARRIAGE 15 years old

Hi I am just 15 when my parents re-arranged marriage me to someone I haven't known and I don't even love. I was just high school during that time. I have runaway with my boyfriend who was 1 year ahead of me. He has nothing to do , he cant even handle obligations himself. He didn't fight for me but what he did was to surrender me to my parents and there the wedding happened. I was so hurt :(
realizing my parents would rather chose their pride than me. They let me marry a rich guy i haven't meet for the first time in exchange of money. just like i was sold for 300,000php. :( How could parents like mine would do this to their own child. Im not ugly, I'm pretty, smart, talented , and obedient to them but they never give any attentions to my concerns. My husband is thousand miles away from me and im taking my college studies now to finish and graduate. He had me as his wife, he doesn't want any divorcement, and yet he has his girlfriend too since. He said he would not sacrifice for me and he even ruin my image. I got mocked in school, bullied by everyone for getting married too young and being jerk that my husband has other girl. Well, I don't even love him ever since, but he doesnt want any annulment. My parents would have nothing to do for me. :( I was just left behind. Sometimes I'm thinking of getting suicide for my future dreams was ruin. I'm 19 now, never been touch by my husband, even having sex we didn't cuz i never wanted to. and i am sgtill fighting for my problems. I hope you guys you will just love your kids and understand them. Unlike my parents. God bless