Road to Self Betterment
Basically in the past when I encountered some minor problems, I would definitely just complain and blame everything to people. It just shows how immature I can be. It was degrading for myself. Too childish and I was too self centered. Pitying myself in the process to justify everything what I've done.
It was becoming toxic.
Lost myself in the process. And there was even no turning back. I became the worst. Drugs, Alcohol, Smoking and things I did just to make myself better. To overcome that emptiness that was slowly creeping in. I even vented my imperfections on God and even to myself. I was slowly destroying myself in the process. And it was painful looking at myself. I changed. And it wasn't even for the better. It was those bitter moments that makes me so alive. It was a proof that I was still me even if not.
People, this is my uncovering. This is only the start. Follow me as I convert every road I take into words. How I conquered suicide. How I found myself back.
And how I start loving myself.
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