downloading now, thank you friend
I recalibrate my base tension to a natural rhythm in nature such as the movement in the ocean or even breathing, but there are deeper fears that I can not access yet.

God is nature and nature is god, divinity is indivisible - or I am wrong about that, but from what I have felt so far, fear is the illusion of separation created by inflexible memory - opinions/beliefs/stories/strategies to control