thanks @cstrimel for your compliment :) I think the fact that I've always been slim, even when not training, has made it all the harder for me. I somehow convinced myself I didn't need to be active, as I was fit anyway (which wasn't fit at all, only slim) . But I was deadly wrong and I let it slip too far because of this silly excuse. It made it really hard to get going again, but now I know better! :)