The Road to Steem Fest | Planning, wanting, doubting on going to SF? Time to convey my emotions ...

emotions... which were sleep, but woke up with new strength!

Do I have wanting to go to the SteemFest 4 ?
Yes of course! I want! I do not know how to get there? But I believe that God knows! There will be a struggle: my desire and my doubts will fight! But this is an incentive for me to develop!
First I have to write for those who have not yet been on the SteemFest.
SteemFest - 3 was most unforgettable time of my life and life of my @bugavi.

Thanks to the crazy desire of my daughter Victoria, we overcame many obstacles and got to the neighboring royal city of Krakow.

And we were in Krakow, as if in a different dimension of life ...
We are people who come from the Soviet Union! We have not gone anywhere and do not know English! For the first time in our life we ​​crossed the border and went to Europe. We got into the environment of different people and they were positive and loving :) We seem to have really met with friends whom knew for a long time!

Later we saw a man: he was simple and modest! We did not know who he was. But we understood that he knew many. We asked: who is he? Oh my God! It was famous @blocktrades!

And then there were many great people from different countries with whom we met and they were forever left in our hearts! Do you remember us, dear friends? We love you!

SteemFest has captured us and our exciting dance of events, parties, studies, entertainments ...

SteemFest was full of delicacies and unforgettable suppers :)

SteemFest gave us wonderful historical places and evening walks

What are my doubts? It alone: ​​will my faith be stronger than my fears?
Thailand is a country of my dreams! Far in the almost inaccessible! $ 1,000 worth of flight for me and my daughters who have to go with me. 12 hours flight time! This is an exit to a new level of consciousness !!!
I'm afraid .... But I trust God!

First off a big thank you to @anomadsoul and @blocktrades for putting this Road to Steemfest project together. Great job guys, thoroughly impressed!

Am I planning to go to Bangkok on SteemFest 4? I want! Because SteemFest is the place of happy people!