Your personal relationship with God is much closer to the Gnostic belief system.
I am writing a book that conclusively proves Christianity is false. Nevertheless, the idea of a personal God or relationship with nature is a special connection to the oneness of the universe that everyone should be in touch with.
You can read my book here.
https://steemit.com/christianity/@zhanmusi/amazing-book-describes-how-to-learn-english-and-save-indigenous-by-challenging-christian-theology-written-by-me