Good, this is a very common syndrome in Christianity, I think it happens to everyone, it is a bit childish you could say but it happens to us, when we know that we act wrong in an incorrect way the enemy tries to persist in that position from a distance with God, of course, because it is when he can try to deviate you, in those moments we do not want to pray or read the word and the more time we spend so our communion will decrease, but we must remember that God loves us and forgives that we should only acknowledge that we sin and ask him forgive, after that understand that the grace of God is immense and allows us to approach Him