Why i hate to be called Christian. Diary'18

Literarily, i see Christianity not to be a religion but a cordial relationship with the creator who made all that was needed by human available before us.
But what is it (Christian) seen as today?
A word used to qualify those who ain't Muslim, Traditional worshiper or a Pagan
The above listed religion, worshipers tend to be proud of who they are and what they do
In the open and close, for the bad and good
Be it what it may

They that scream "we are Christians"
Seems to be one and the same
Hiding skeletons in cupboards of shame
And roaming the street with the Bible for religious name
Crying out load the names of Christ to pray
Blessings for fame sake they claim
In the temple now with the same sinful did of yesterday
Not to plead for forgiveness but to be seen
And for alter call they say in the inside "not again"

He that sexed last night in Church on Sunday to claim Christ's blessing with a loud "Yes"

She that fought with a fellow in the market yesterday present in revival today with the loudest voice

He that spit on the less privilege last week is present on the alter today to Interprete

She that claim listening to love songs by circular artistes to be a sin is here before the tv. humming and moving to the Indian song used as interlude in the movie (please, if i may ask is the guy singing gospel song to the Indian lady to praise God?)

He that condemned fighting is here before the tv. Supporting John Cener to beat up Big Show to the point of death.

He that teaches forgiveness and being a brother's keeper yesterday sign today for a final year student to be rusticated because he whispered an answer to a friend during examination.

She that tread the road side naked yesterday is here in church today with scarf on her head

He that did not fulfill his promises during his afore reign is here again on his kneel before the priest for another opportunity

He that was angry and yet to forgive his brother is before us on the alter again to preach

They are all in the same chain
Called by the same name
That they all claim

They held to the bible but forsake that which in it is written
They pray for Grace to be sufficient
They know no word as 'Repent'
But they would say "I am a Christian"

Judge me not for I may not be innocent
But that which I have seen to compare makes me different

Observe me not for I may not be holy
But that which I have read and believe in the bible makes me worthy

To be called not a Christian but the legal and proud son of the maker.