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RE: Dear Diary: Just A Prayer Meeting This Sunday
You're one strong hearted man. I wish I could share your spirituality cause I suffer from the fear of death probably everyday. My health condition just makes me a hypochondriac and full of stress and anxiety. I try to work on myself this for many years, but the fear of death rules over the spirituality.
I try not to think about death because I cannot do anything about it anyway so I just focus on living every second of everyday and making my life easy and the people around me.
I know I should, but still.... Hope to lose the fear, still not have figured out how. Almost ten years or more now.... It started with my first panic induced hyperventilation attack from smoking weed, I believed I was going to die and believed probably a thousand times by now.... Just can't get to shake it... Might need some of that spirituality you got xD.