Fake it. Please.

Dedicated to all my life learning books, movies, online courses. Dedicated to my psychologists and life coaches.
Dedicated to me in the first place.
Okay, Google, how to be happy?

To be or not to be.
Better to say pretend or not to pretend.

The Shakespeare question is not so relevant nowadays. Fake lifestyle this is what makes sense today. Do you really do what you are created for? Do you really enjoy things as you say? Do you have the fire?

Light my fire, baby. Please.
Sorry man. Will not happen.
No saviors here, we are all teachers.

I wonder when are we starting to pretend? Showing what people expect from us rather than thinking about our true needs.

Okay, Google, how to be happy.

I close my eyes.
I’m creating my wish board.

They say. Tell me one thing that you will be doing for the rest of your life if you would have unlimited funding.
Sounds familiar, right? All coaches, life learning books, psychologists etc and whoever are asking this question. I think this question is a top one to figure out that you are featherbrain.

But what if you do not know?
You just really truly do not know what to answer.
So, you think you are wasted?
Nope. You are the damn winner baby!

I would say you are the winner because you are full of fear. Good news is that you just need to fulfill yourself with love and there will be no fear left. You will become a superman with unlimited power to do whatever you want. This is step one to find your passion. Life will guide you.
Easy!
So stop suffering from pain and fulfill yourself with love. When you are empty you only want to take. When you spend time with people whose lifestyle is destroying you and brings only pain — you eat rot. Do you like eating rot? Hopefully no.

We all from time to time have ideas. We do not execute. Why? Because we are empty and fear is stopping us. I had millions of ideas thus I did nothing. I was so empty. The only thing that I truly wanted to do after my job is to go home, lay on my bed and watch Netflix. I was broken. I was unhappy. I was searching happiness in other people’s eyes. I wanted them to tell me what should I do to be happy. I was afraid to live.
I had the eating disorder.
I had insomnia.
I was reading tons of books about self-awareness and life passion.
I visited doctors and was buying a lot of food supplements to fix myself.
I had therapy.
Again and again.
I was still empty. Why? Because I was focused too much on myself. I was giving nothing to the word. Simple consumer.

When you play with your cat, do jogging, paint pictures, travel, help your grandma, cook dinner for friends, do volunteering, what do you feel? Engagement. When are you engaged, do you think about all those bullshit of your life? Nope. Why? Because you fulfill yourself with positive vibes and share the love. Easy.

I want all people who are reading this just close their eyes and think about commitments. Do stuff that you enjoy. Do things that scare you. Do not think what you want to do for the rest of your life. Just share the passion. Share love right now. If you do not fulfill yourself with love you attract desires of other people and fulfill them.

Do not ask yourself what you can do today to be closer to want you to want to be tomorrow. Stop thinking in that direction. Instead, ask yourself what you can do now to feel love and have more energy.

Tell me one thing that you will be doing for the rest of your life.
In case you do not know I have an answer: Share love.

I believe love is our drug.
Pull yourself together.
Do not overthink the life.
Teach yourself the art of love.
Go out and share you fucking love with the world.
Repeat.
And please, shine bright like a diamond baby!
I promise you will never feel empty anymore.