Who are the voices in my head?

I find myself conflagrated with the ineptitudes of my own understanding. I'm the asshole trying to impress people with words. I hide behind phrases and social puns. Validation seeking as well as compliment hounding I continally antagonis the voices in my head. The mental apparatus I cling to is fragile as well as self aborant. It leads me to precipice. Maybe its me and not the voices in my head I should listen to?
Whats the difference other than perspective? How do we communicate today without the reflection of response. We are molded by our actions and angst. Feelings have superseded emotions....we are just treading water. Time to take a breath.