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I'd rather be LOVED DEAD , than be hated,alive..this usually how i feel when shit 'doesn't go my way,but then again, it hardly' 'ever ' goes my way. waaaaaa!!!! any how ' i'm sorry i've not been active for the last little while ' and i can see by my balance through my inactivity'the payments i must incure .. well hey, i am taking up space , so i'll chalk it off to rent. a lot has happened in my little life' since i last graced these pages i enjoy reading all the posts, i myself have had a most upsetting summer, don't really want to say anything  but i will .my mom rocchina has been in the hospital quite a lot lately, most recently 4 days ago she had knee replacement surgery after they took the implant out the first time because of infection.  the first doctor who was in 'retirement ' he quit after my moms surgery.screwed up, my mom got an infection. they had to take the first implant out , and put spacers in. till the infection cleared .which involved a pick in the under arm. think IV, only the needle goes in your under arm.(bicep area) and that shit hurts!!! my moms a fuckin' super woman, all shes doing is, eating when she has too, shes not taking any calls, and making the most out of the electric ice pack machine thingamabob'that runs on ice  water and has a user freindly interface to boot. sorry i couldnt post photos right now , she' d probably slap the shit outta me if i took any kind of picture. anyhow ,im working on another stop short, it will have better everything' as the last time i was a little tech dumb still am , but i think i gotta handle on things , talk to you all later !