I thought your name was just a coincidence with the quote. I actually came across after I went through some stuff and figured out most things on my own. It's almost like a wish I've made upon myself because I always try hard and go through a lot to realize something and then just a little later (or sometimes months/years later) I come across the same realizations of a different person. It's almost like I've wished to never come across anything that I haven't at least partially realized. The thing is that I wouldn't have my life in any other way.

Basically dmwh means to me that whatever happened just happen ED. Any psychological/spiritual thing that comes after is your own making. Poison will do just fine until you inject it calling the poison is fucking dangerous because poison fucking kills everybody. The less things you worry about, more fucks you are giving. At each moment you'll be giving away a piece of your freedom and peace.