I love the compassion you show here for everyone involved when you ask how you can love them as they disrespect you, and how you can disrespect them if you love them? I believe you, see you, hear you, as you struggle with this latest attempt at silencing, but I so admire your loving approach to everything: "They don't want [you] to remember because they don't want to remember." And your mantra of "if you don't want people to know you have done it, don't do it"--well, we would all do well to live by that standard. So much love to you. <3