The Identification of "Conspiracy Theorist" has been twisted over the years to inherent stigma, The Conspiracy Theorist you describe as having fear and "a trigger happy threat detector" are the result of extremest conspiracy theorists who have molded your perception and allowed for this kind of stereotyping, but the majority of "Conspiracy theorists" are people who have decided to think for themselves and not allow for the mainstream media to do it for them. Anything against the social narrative is now seeing as a conspiracy theory.

Yes the Government is colluding against the people, any person with half a brain can see they not on the side of the people and perform nefarious actions while justifying these actions through Main Stream Media.

Yes, Nasa has secrets, its a space research institution for crying out loud, maybe there aren't aliens but why the fuck do they need the extreme security measures? they are either hiding alien life or they hiding projects which will shape the future of society and they not doing this for our benefit.

Yes Pizzagate can be real, there's enough information available to warrant an investigation at the very least, yet any real investigation would have too much impact on the privileged elite.

your blogs are normally quite informative and objective, but this is pretty contradictory to your usual way of writing so you've either had a bad day, just running out of ideas or you let your little sister blog for you today, either way I'll give you a pass as everyone is entitled to their own opinion even if those opinions can be contradictory to their previous selves.

Allow me to recommend a good book for you to read, it can definitely give you an interesting perspective on society and perhaps some new blogging ideas. Brave New World

Hope to see some better stuff in future.