Thankyou :) I think many people on here could write an honest reply to this post, but many will not out of fear for sounding egotistical. I had that fear my self, but i wanted to share it for people to see the value of reflecting on not only how you externally portray your self to others around you, but your own internal chatter also. Becoming aware of, and paying attention to your internal dialect, and why you outwardly portray yourself the way you do, gives you much insight into how you are feeling deep down. We all have this ideal to live up to, don't think negative things, don't think negative things, suppress your ego, you must be a positive balanced person. But i have come to understand, or well, i am in the process of coming to understand that these emotions, thoughts, and even the ego are guiding beacons, and ignoring them will not make you happy and positive. You need to become aware of them, unravel them, make a conscious decision to alter that kind of thinking or take action to remedy the feeling behind the thinking, then you will find peace. If one person reads my reply to this amazing post also, and thinks to his or her self that they will try and examine their own behaviour and thoughts too, then that's a good thing.