Resteemed and upvoted because I can relate to the topic and you're a good writer. People that are mentally ill should be understood and listened because we can always feel the demon behind us. Depression is very tough to control like your head is exploding. I thought I am alone suffering depression. My one friend last night was discouraged to talk to me when he knew I have a bipolar disorder. So now I am trying my best to treat myself by writing pieces in steemit and always be busy. When I sleep I just play feminist music to alleviate the down feeling I feel about myself.