i'm very interested in these topics, as a creative person, I feel i've always been on the path to actualisation and alienated for it, whenever i tried to fit in with family or friends somehow i'd always been treated as crazy by them, would have a break down and need to be on my own. I just joined steemit so maybe i can find a remote community here. i just wrote an intro, appreciate support and welcome from the community. check the intro here