My best wishes to you! I have suffered severe bouts of depression, their damn drugs took me from sad to suicidal... It was a long road back to functional and even happy - never thought THAT could happen. I hope this works for you. I found brainwave entertainment VERY helpful, I used several different devices. I believe that we are, essentially, energy beings having a physical experience. Treating our energy bodies rather than our physical bodies gives us better odds of CURING the problem.