Hi @tormiwah :)
I am so happy you liked the analogy! I really appreciate you pointing this out :)

Hope am still inlined with the question

It was really interesting for me to read your particular, personal example and also self-analyses. I suppose we all go through what you did at some point in life. Some in a greater extent than others, but then again, it seem to be, in the end, down to the meaning we attach to it.

Thank you for this beautiful feedback @tormiwah
Best!