I am a coward when it comes to this kind of thing. I tread very lightly with my mind, which comes from a belief that I am too weak for intense experiences — that I'll lose my shit — due to anxiety. But I really appreciate that there are psychonauts out there who push the boundaries and create things for the rest of us, from art like music and painting, to science and philosophy.
I decided that drugs are not for me (even alcohol I don't like) although this could be that fear, which I think is not entirely unwarranted.
Also appreciate your approach with reason and logic, but with a bit of mysticism.