Vacansopapurosophobia!

This is a favorite Iranian fruit and vegetables mix only can be provided in April and May. It's Greengage marinated with Dalặr. But when you see it right near a writer's lap top during working hours of day it's Vacansopapurosophobia.

What is Vacansopapurosophobia?
It's fear from a blank page!

Why does this photo express Vacansopapurosophobia?
To make Dalặr ready you must combine three different vegetables and put them in the mixer together. One of these vegetables only grow in northern parts of Iran and to obtain it you must go across the metropolitan area of Tehran to a certain grocery store which is the only supplier in Tehran, and that only happens when you know you can't write now. So to run from destructive and mortal fear of your blank page you persuade yourself you have a more important task and you must finish it before start to write.
First I went jogging, after taking a shower I cleaned the bathroom like its first day and still I couldn't write and the blank page was in front of me staring at me like Devil.

So I decided to go across the city, buying the local vegetable, and waste my time making Dalặr as it was the most important thing I had to do with my time and my life.

Why do I feel like this today?
After President Trump's announcement that he would make his final decision about Iran deal (JCPOA) today, I became anxious and even I have drafted all the scenes last night, this anxiety prevents me from writing. I live in middle east and here, any decision made by any politician, makes the situation worse for the people of middle east! It doesn't differ weather she/he is a middle eastern politician or an outsider, it's always the worst decision for the people's benefit and interests. You may say I must get used to it, but now is a different surprising time, even from my point of view. The US president is as unpredictable as our former president Ahmadinejad and worst of all, now he has all the bomb lover neo cons, such as John Bolton, on board with him.

Lets hope peace for people of M.E. because these are difficult days for them.