Back to mind [52]
As if the atmosphere was quiet
I'm so dark I feel this world
Somehow it all goes like this
The sense of wanting to be with my friends is only in dreams
My good times with her now only become the reading material in my brain all the time
It is as if life is a mere dream, all of which will disappear instantly when awakened from sleep
But I realized that I was in consciousness
I do not understand why that happened?
Why is my life journey so opaque?
Did I walk backwards or because I turned so that it looked backwards?
I have no idea...!
I do not understand all this
The past continues to block every step toward my future
Should I let out a tear
So it's all gone from my brain?
No.....!!!
because Love and affection are stored in my heart for my future from her.
so many stories of my life from the start of trouble, happiness, sadness, and dreams. sometimes it must be lived patiently and consciously. not all desires can be realized without any effort, not all the wounds can be dry but it takes years to dry them, not every problem is finished quickly but must go through a long and sustainable process. the struggle is not a bit put out awareness, soul, heart and time is the main foundation to achieve real life. that's the life process that must have a plan and dreams.
