And So I Wander!
And so I wander,
Unable to bear the weight that falls upon me!
My thoughts run wild with a million different realities
And yet none bring me closer to you.
To let go
To surrender to the unknown
For what do I know of tomorrow
And Why should I seek the answers of what may be?
My head is weary,
Too much consumed
To allow my steps to be light footed,
Holding on
And for what?
A chance to have something,
Something that eases my way.
This is not who I am
This is not who I wish to become
So let me fumble
Let me fall amongst the thorns
so that I may feel
So that I may
Drink from the well.
Our ways
are being forced open
We finally glimpse
What lies in wait,
Stepping into the unknown
I give in and lose myself
I am ready to create
To shake off these shackles
And liberate
The side of me that wanted to please
That divided me
And brought me to my knees.
And so I wander,
Content with where I might end up,
I seek not to control
But Instead
to embrace
my freedom and roam!
