Some stuff gotta go

It's like if i didnt know i was worth more, this world would have ended my life for sure.
I have a heart like a mother hen, a love for all my friends, a soul that graves for the best, a spirit that explores for happiness. I search for that kindness i am not afraid to show, a yearn for that acceptance, that inspiration that will help me glow. I have last this long because of my faith in God, Instrinsic motivation, family and few good friends, but i oh how i feel empty because i can't seem to find that right rib
That right rib for better or for worst till death do us part,
Not just a sex hunter jerk that is just a big fart.
Nor do i want to be used for your fun self fullment fantasy, that peace in your river when ur woman gets you angry
It's frustrating to know you have a lot of good to give and give it
Then realize it was not enough, or he didnt really give a shit
If it wasn't for good persons i would feel i am nothing much
Just a tall sex image, only good for a orgasm touch
It arks so much because i did give the best of me
And then find out i was just a space filler, an excitement, a good girl with a beautiful heart but not a wife to be
Yup, that's my life, every single time, left to be that girl who true love will never find.
I will however not hate, i will continue to be true. Thats all this skinny girl know how to do, its hard to know that ppl y care about don't value you, but i refuse to be bitter although it's over due
One of those moments you just have to let it out😐