100 Days of Poetry Challenge [Day 4] ( I am the one who is hurt )

sorry if my english is bad, but i have tried as much as possible to translate with good english.
it is very difficult to translate a good english. I am sorry

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I am the one who is hurt

If only you know
Someone from your masalal waits for you
With a belief that is stuck in the bottom of the heart
That you will come back.

If only you know
That there is a piece of garbage that is always faithful to you
Faithfully pray for you when the eyes look dark
Faithfully expecting you even though you've destroyed thousands of times.

If only you know
This is where the poem is written
There is someone who still imprisons you in the pit of the stomach
There is someone whose name you faithfully have intercourse d
Next time tomorrow
I find you happy
Let me leave our love story forever .........
Should I repeat,

Or should I keep you away
I have told you before,
If I am wrong, forgive my love
Let go of me if you do not love me
Welcome me if you still love me

for the sake of our love I sacrifice everything
everything we pass is always there in memory ... ..
always want to be near you and make you smile
but the cry that I can ... ..

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indonesia

AKU YANG TERSAKITI

Andai kamu tahu
Seseorang dari masalalumu menunggumu
Dengan sebuah kayakinan yang tersekat di dasar hati
Bahwa kau akan kembali.

Andai kamu tahu
Bahwa ada seonggok sampah yang selalu setia padamu
Setia mendoakanmu saat mata melihat gelap
Setia mengharapkanmu meski sudah kau hancurkan beribu kali.

Andai kamu tahu
Disini tempat dimana puisi ini di tulis
Ada seseorang yang masih memenjarakanmu di ulu hati
Ada seseorang yang namamu setia bersetubuh d
Bila nanti esok hari
Ku temukan dirimu bahagia
Ijinkan aku titipkan kisah cinta kita selamanya………
Haruskah aku mengulang kembali,

Ataukah aku harus menahan kau pergi
Sedari dulu telah ku katakan padamu,
Bila ku salah, maafkanlah cintaku
Lepaskan aku bila kau tak mencintaiku
Sambutlah aku bila kau masih mencintaiku

demi cinta kita ku korbankan segalanya
semua yang kita lewati selalu ada dalam ingatan…..
selalu ingin di dekatmu dan buat engkau tersenyum
namun tangis yang ku dapat…..

Ini adalah puisi ke 4 saya di 100 days of poetry challenge

I am very grateful to a great writer of @d-pend and steemitschool. for having accepted me as a participant of the 100-day challenge of poetry.

Thank you for reading a poem from a beginner like me, I know my poetry is still a lot of shortcomings, so from there I try to learn better again, from great poetry writer.
thank you

Link to contest page ...https://steemit.com/steemitschool/@d-pend/announcing-the-steemit-school-poetry-100-day-challenge

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A heartfelt thank you to those at the Steemit School for hosting the challenge:)