Questions Unanswered

If only one may feel or understand the pain...
It may damn sure drive us all insane...
Why doesnt the sun out shine the rain?
Why must we all endure such pain?
What doesnt kill us makes us stronger?
We say its right but i have never felt wronger...
Some explain life as black and white...
Some say there is only left and right...
And others quote theres good and bad....
You are either happy or you are sad,
You may be either Relaxed or mad...
Why does it feel at times that we live to satisfy everyone else?
And we forget to take care of ourselves,
Why is life filled with so much hate?
Why have we all lost our faith?
Why is it so hard to stay faithfull to our mate?
When will we stop always taking advantage?
And when will we stop being such savages?
We claim life is hard and filled with guilt,
Does that give us the reason to simply quit?
Though at times it may seem as the only option,
It is truly a wrong assumption.
When can we all just wake up?
Say fuck it and lets make up...
Why continue to live this life of sorrow?
When we don't even want to see tomorrow,
Why is it that the best in life must always struggle ?
And be constantly digging through the ruble,
When will light finally surface from the end of this tunnel?
Some say...the only way,
Is when it is time... to pass away...
Id like to see some cheer,
Before the end is near...
What must i do?
What action may i take?
For the pain to suppress,
For my mind to rest,
And joy may awake.
Whos rules to follow ?
To see a better tomorrow,
To finally awaken from this desperate sorrow,
How do i escape this flourishing horror?
That marinates inside my head...
And makes me wish i was dead.
But in reality i dont...
I am desperately sorry
For filling your mind with this horror,
i simply do not know how to cope..
As if i forget every note...
That i ever happily wrote...
Who do i signal for help?
Who will actually pull over themselves ?
To help an unkown who is all alone..
Is this what i am destined for?
A sad lonely hallway with a single door?
A walking mat laying on the floor...
Is how i feel from waking up until i snoar.
Is life truly that upside down?
Just because i smile doesnt mean i dont frown..
Just a class act clown...
In this life is all i found...
What else to do?
What else to say?
Everything i do is for you...
And you dont even have a clue...
I pave the road and make it smooth
In the end to watch me loose
Whats the point to take another breath
When i dont have a foot to take another step...
Whats the point to love...

when you have no-one left.