I can really feel the ambivalence in these verses. That kind of push/pull twisted up inside feeling when something is really causing an anxious debate in your head. As with all poetry this is an interpretation and I'm not sure if I got it right.
The mind trapped, The body belonging,
Tug of war within my being.
These final lines were really strong @abmakko. Thanks for sharing your thoughts in your poem
You are on the right track @raj808. that tugging motion is the picture I wanted to paint... when you live in two separate but parallel worlds between the physical world and the free-world of imagination