The awaken in my soul

The awaken in my soul
I was lost in thought
Of my sweet diluted world
I was gone from the awaken world
The horrors of the world
Of the living was past me
I was far from the horrors
The words of the world can’t reach me
I was alone in a world
Only known to me
Silent as the grave yard
All that ever exist was nothing
All there is, was me
I weigh the depth
Of my decision I am about to take
The pain of the past still hurt
Everything looks strange
Even the strange world I live
But its feels good
I was lost in thought
Though my head was bloody
But unbowed
Reminiscing over my mistake,
Was all I could do.
Nothing can I do to change the past
The future was what is left of me
Building it every day was my today
In order to live forever.
As I was determined to take
The slumps of the struggle
My awaken begins
But never to fall asleep
Written by
Bukoye olakunle fikayo